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July 18 i love mini vacations!Yes, i LOVE going on mini vacations! They totally put me at ease with the world.
where did i go? lol, just to san fransisco for the weekend with a friend of mine. Since he is a native to the land, he showed me all the good places. we went to all his favorit shops and stuff on saterday, then to a very itneresting club he likes that night. On sunday we were supposed to go to china town or something, but his friend MSN'd him saying 'come to the ren fair', so YAY we gots to go to a ren fair instead!
lol, and my friend decided it would be a good weekend to get both sides of his lip pierced, so i was teasing him the whole time about eating spiciy foods and how he couldn't kiss no one or nothing! lol. yeah, i'm not a nice girl.
anywho, tami had loads of fun, then came back into town last night with a job interview this morning. okay, so it was only for thunder vallie, but they pay damn well to sit around and do nothing. but that isn't the GREAT part, the GREAT part is that while in THAT interview, i got a call for an interview with the state. i would be working for the nut house down twon, but hell, that is a DAMN good way to make some money, u know.
and me and my buddie flame went to see the apartments we are moving into today. they are really pritty, though i would have to pay more rent than her since i would be takign the master bedroom with the joint bath and all that goodness. lol, tami selfish! anyways, it's a beautiful place in a great location, only thing is that my sister lives there, and i am a little afraid of getting the babysitting jobs, u know? lol
okay, that is my life for today, how are all of u? plz let me know, becasue your friendship is inportant to me. :) it really is, even though i was beign sarcastic!
TTFN July 12 How many Beanheads does it take to screw in a lightbulb?The answer? only one, but she has to think about it REALLY hard! Lmao, okay, so none of u know who bean head is, but the important thing is that SHE knows who she is, and if she is still nosey enoug to read my myspace anymore, she deserves to know what i think of her. (read heads are the sluts right? how did that one become stupid? does she have a hidden blonde streek? me no know) Well, okay then. have any of u ever had someone ask to be a friend and not know why? and add them because u like people? tami does that alot, most of u i meet this way! :) anyway, tami meets someone named "lance" on here, and is nice and talks to them, then they give me their email, which we all KNOW is a dead give away that they aren't right. u never give away your shit witout knowing the person! anyway, i tells my friends, i tellls them "i think one of my friends is fucking with me," and i start talking to 'lance' more and mores. now, this person talks, or 'types' fammiler to me. i can't figure it out, then suddenly "SNAP"! it's Sabrena Diez~ that would be my soon to be ex husbands bitchy know it all cuzzin! duh, of course! who else would bug tami like this? NO ONE! lol. anywho, tami isn't a nice person, so she begins to lie... i'm very good at lying when it's fun. Tami tell's 'lance' how much chad beats her and how tami wan'ts allamonie in the divorce and lots of stuff to that extent, i also let 'lance' know jsut how hot he is, of course... lol i think her dumbest moment, the one that REALLY gives her the blonde aword over tami, is that when i asked 'lance' what he did for a living, she gave me her own FUCKING JOB!!! lmao, come on! and all 'lance' askes me about is my divorce and what i'm doing and the like, and then throws in some complaments, a few ego strokes i guess. then, after fourth of july, i think, okay, she HAS to know that i know it's her by now. the emails are becomeing very short and far between, so i'm like, dang, my fun over. no, no, no. she is a dirty little bitch, that one. she aparently was doing this with help. the entire family was in on it, all typing to me and shit. so they ALL think i'm some kinda big lying whore! lol No, favorit part coming up now... I'm talking to 'lance' on line the other day, and it says to me, "yeah, i'm hanging out wiht my family today, the ******* family. u are so stupid tamara" dudes, she didn't know i knew!!!!!! oh, my god, i litterly fell OFF the chair at the desk! me and my sisters and mom have been thinking up worse and worse things to tell her, and then me and my sis trish are at the comp when she says that and i can't stop laughing! oh, my god, well, at least i had a real good laugh. haven't had one of those in a while. anywho, tami gets off the subject. well, i thought "shit, that means that my friends who know the family will think that all this is true! i'm gonna loose like hella people i like! but no, leX and Flame come to tami's rescue. they are my dearest buddies who NEVER EMPTY THEIR EMAIL BOX, and have emails saved from when i met 'lance' to when i found out it was the bean head, all the way too when she finally admited it was her. yay! tami has proof, tami happy! the *******(incase u wanna know what taht star thing is, i'm saying my husbands last name. can't ahve that on line, u know~) family are great poeple, but they aren't as smart as i thought they were. oh well, wouldn't be the first time i was proved wrong! lol okay, that is all for today, children. or at least that is the quick version of the bean head (yeah, anyone wanna meet her? didn't think so) TTFN July 10 San FransiscoOkay. how many of you pple out there know that San Fransisco is the GAY cappitol of California? ohh, all of u? wonderful!
Well, yesterday i got up very early, got dressed in all my chains and spikes, drank a big glass of milk, and headed down the hill to sacremento to round up my men.
by the way, all of my men are gay.
well, i grabbed Danny first, then swong around to pick up ryan. it was about nine ten then, so i was actaually early, wow! well, my car is a POS, so we were taking my friend Brian's car to the ferry in velejo. we got to Brain's around ninethirty, and entire half hour early, and nocked. no answer...
nocked again...
no answer.
we nocked and banged and rang the bell for an hour and a half, no answer. his car was there, but his parents car wasn't. finally, giving up in a way, we break in.
no, not that way. i had Ryan hop the fence into the back yard and go through the back to let ME in, so I could go wake brian up. yeah, he was sleeping in his room, he had ignored his alarm and just... slept. so we ended up leaving for san fran around eleven, getting there around two, and meeting up with my friend leX around three.
of course my wonderful gay men wanted to go to the gayest part of town, so i, the only hetrosexual FEMALE felt quite out of place. good thing that i'm not the shy type! lmao.
anyway, we had fun, tami gots a new toy, and when i can get a pic of it (it's not dirty, they baught me a hand claw) i'll show it to u. I like it, it's cute! :)
anway, got home around three and went to bed. still tired, but i know that i will live.
okay, that is it ofr today, just thought i would let u all know how life is for tami today.
TTFN
Tami Lee July 06 wow, was that last one meanYellow, everyone.
Tami sorry for every nice person who reads this to have to read that. i am a bitch and occashonally, please just forget that ever happened, k?
My job hates me, my leg hurts, and my head spins when i get up now. that is my bad news.
I already have goten calls for state jobs, my car wont' die after all, and my wrists are begining to feel better so i can draw again soon. that is the good news.
well, that is all i have today, TTFN all
July 02 lmaoYes, Laugh My Ass Off.
i can laugh becasue i know that sometimes what people say isn't worth the paper it is written on, or in this case, the megga bites it's saved on.
If anyone in the Holcomb family still reads this, and i have no idea why u would, since u all (deservingly) hate me, i have one thing to say, and go ahead and comment, i don't fuckin care.
I didn't DESEVE anyone, i told chad how i felt, he gave me a week, and so i left. i don't want to hurt anyone, i don't want anyone to be upset, i just can't do this FUCKING SHIT anymore.
I love chad, but not in the way he deserves, and what is between him and me is between him and me, SABEENA, and others. i don't care what u say to me or think of me, because i did what i know was write. now he is rid of me and can be happy, like Char said he is. and i hope she was telling the trouth, becasue i WANT him to be happier, that is why i am gone. i made him fuckin misrable, and if any of u care about him at all, u will not try to hurt me because i let him go.
i'm sorry if i am a bitch, but u go ahead and tell me what was i supposed to do? let this breathing thing take over and kill me in my sleep? go on pretending until one day we wake up and we have turned into Frank and Meree on 'everybody loves raymond'? i don't want that, and i'm sorry. i tried, i really did.
so my last words are these, and if u don't like them, quit reading my myspace...
"Karma is a bitch, sabeena is right, but at the moment i can breath without pain, my stomach aches have gone away, and apparently chad is happier than anyone has seen him in a long time. so u fucking tell me this, what the fuck did i do wrong? do u think this is like JOnny and whorey lori? just because people break up there has to be a good guy and a fuckin bad guy? i don't think so. go ahead and lable me, and make fun of me in the backyard while drinking and BBQing, i don't care. i did alot of shit that makes me good for a fuckin laugh. But don't try to hurt me, don't go out of your FUCKING WAY to hurt me."
i always warned u i was a fuckin bitch, but no one seems to listen to Tami, just because she's kinda stupid and odd. i told chad that i would end up hurting him, because i AM my mother's daughter, weather or not i like it, and that means that i will hurt MANY people in my fucking life. i don't choose to be fridged, to not like sex, to be everything that makes people cringe, but i am. so fuckin deal, ok?
and fuck u, sabrena, Ashley Hope Holcomb is MY sister too, she picked me for the title, she didn't ask your oppinyon, and i couldn't care less what the fuck u think
TTFN June 30 life, liberty, and the persute of distructionWell, here we are again, children.
tami is bored.
not just today, mind u, with everything. the world has become rutene, everything in my life has fallin into a dismal pattern that is inescapable
I'm gonna get a better job, better car, my own place to live where i don't have to deal with a roomamte of any kind, but that is all latter. that is all in the future, and the present is borring me to death.
today the worst thing happened to me. worse than my leg, my divorce, and my shame.
today i lost something more pressous to me than even my own life. a small butterfly necklace given to me by my lttle sister Ashely, a few weeks before she died. she told me that no matter what happened with me and chad, if we stayed together or broke up, me and her would always be sisters, and that this proved it.
i have never taken it off, exsept to clean it, in all the time she has been gone, and now that it is no longer around my neck, i feel as though a hammer crashed through my chest and broke my heart into pieces. I still have the chain around my neck, but my butterfly is gone.
it's like a sign. my mother in law told me in an email that ashely would not be happy with what i have done. that she would not like it, and now my necklace has broken, so it is hard to not belive her, and that ashley hs deserted me as well. life, liberty, and the persute of distruction
here is my distruction, so now i'm going to bed. just thought u should all know if i don't come back for a while that i have a good reason TTFN
June 29 I am BACK!Yes, it took six million years, but i fianlly figured out how to download the new msn to my mom's comp, and now have accsess to my myspace once more!!!
yes, i know, u all missed me like mad, but i couldn't help the situation.
lol. anywho....
here is the bad news, the reason i haven't been anywhere is because i am getting a divorce. uck, even the word is ugly. i feel like such a fuckin bitch. i left him, and am kinda crashing with my mom on her blow up mattrice until i get a place of my own.
i fucked up my leg, too. i twisted my ankle and dislokaed my knecap at the same time in kickboxing, and now i found out that i fractured the bone, so i'm limping like a damn gimp right now. but it was prtty funny when i fell. i let out a little yip like a dang dog and fell over. everyone thought i was kidding when i said i think it is not in place anymore, so when they moved me and saw my leg twist over slightly, they all freeked.
anywho, that is my life at the moment, not so great but at least i'm breathing.
bye guys!!! lol
TTFN
tami lee May 27 ello' world~well, i never thought this would happen to me, but it finally did. i have insomia. a very light case i think, it has only been a week without sleep so far. well, the good news is that i am reconecting with my night owl friends once more, the ones that sleep all day and awaken when everyone else goes to sleep. i even found a friend that i havent' seen since higschool through some other friends! yay! i love people! sorry if this has been a dull sight lately, but besides not sleeping, my life has grown very rutine. my husband dosn't like this whole not sleeping thing. i don't just sit around the house. if i can't sleep, i go out and have fun, bugging poeple, i don't just sit there in the dark willing myself to dream land, u know? lol, that is it for now, gonna go out and have some more fun! TTFN May 23 well, i am back so stop talking about me behind my back!!! lolYellow all!!! did u miss me? i missed me too! my buddie brian said that california was very quiet without me! is this true? i guess so, :) i had a blast, if u wanted to know, and fuie on u if u didn't! i got to see starwars eppisode three, and i gotta say it wqas the bestest of the first three by far, and it was even better than five, but then again, not many people like number five! my fav is still number six, becasue number three has the sad ending. u know, anican becoming vador and all, right? lol everyone in the world loves me, i know it, but sometimes i don't see why, u know? i am quite annoying, so my innocent charm runs out really quickly, if u know what i mean. there is only so much blondism that people can take at one time maybe that is why my husband and i fight like cats and dogs. i rarly get ti enjoy our life together since most of the time we are fighting. okay, that is it, if u want to knwo about my vaca, u need to ask perticuar questions, because i am not sqeezing a whole week into this bulliton. May 16 Okay, byebye now!Well, it has been real, and i know i have been ranting about it for a while now, but today is my Anaversery, and tomorrow i leave at like four in the mornin, so u can emagin why i am saying my good byes now, right? lol okay, i love u, bubye! TTFN ~Tami Lee~ May 12 planet of the monkeys!What will u all do when i go away for a week? there will be no interent where i will be, so u will all have to go elsewhere for your gosip! lol, oh, no u won't! u don't read this anymore! i'm tired, my head hurts, but at least i can go back to kickboxing~! yay~ TTFN May 10 renoI"m going to reno!!! yeah, i know, i'm not twenty one, so i can't really do anything, but at least i will get to not work, and be pampered for a long time and shit! that is how it works, i guess. i'm not going to get payed for this vacataion, and if u want to know why, see my last rant. but i don't care, i'm otta here dont' worry, i don't leave for a few days, so i'll be here for a bit ye!!! lol TTFN tami lee May 07 what a vacationWell, today is Saterday, and i guess it is the last day of my "vacation" At my job, if u get sick, 'even with a dcotors note' and u have PTO time saved up, they use it. even if u don't want them to. I have plans to go to reno with my husband for a week, and i am still going to go, but i just won' get payed for it, so this past week has teconently been my vacation. forget the fact that i was in the hosptial, then flat on my back, unable to even go to kickboxing!!! lol, ah well, that is okay. it isn't like i make any real mony at my job, anyway. Chadwich is the big money maker in the family, and he has over two weeks of vacation saved up. so i guess we are cool, right? okay, i guess that is it. i have to go to a bridal shower for a woman who is already married now, so byebye! TTFN May 05 happy cinco de mayo!!!i hope everyone is having a perfectly INCRIMANATING time right now! god knows we all need one on this fine thursday evening. my buds in utah are having a fun time right now using the holoday as the perfect escuse to get drunk off their asses, so i hope one of them has a camera!!! okay, i guess that is all for now everyone, have a fun holoday and a wonderful friday tomorrow! TTFN Tami lee May 04 well, i got fired todaywell, the trouth is out there. yes, i got fired today, because i aparently did not call in the day after i went TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM!!! i, of course, DID call in, and talked to my boss and everything, so it really pisses me off that i managed to crawl into work just to be fired today. i demanded that they check their records, and upon closer inspection, they found that i did, infact, call, and talked to SOMEONE for at least five minnuts. so i still work for REserve america, ticketmaster. i may not like my jobs, but irefuse to be fired, i will never be fired and that is a promise. i will kcik and scream and quit the next day, but i will not be fired!!!! lol, someone say that they agree, please!!! TTFN, tami May 03 sorry bout' thatit has been brought to my attention that i did not mention WHY i was in an ambulence yesterday, and i am sorry. well, i woke up around twelve fifty monday morning, and i coudlnt breath. i had extreem chest and back pain in my upper body, by the heart and lungs. --yeah i know, not a good place! i spent some time trying to denie the pain, thinking it would go away, but eventually gained my sense and woke up my husband. he called the ambulence and they loaded me up--okay, nwo this is retarded, i walked out of the apartment, and got onto the gurnie myself, THEN they strapped me down and loaded me up and took me away. when we got to the hospital, i was really really hurting, so they rushed me to the emergency room and put me in the room with the stupid curtain. my husband didn't ride with me, he had to go wake up mark, our guest, and get in the car to follow the ambulence. they put me into a position that didn't hurt me, and then tested me for everything that was lethal that had to do with my pain. they tested my heart, lungs, blood, and x-rayed me. they coudlnt' find what was hurting me, and decided that i wasn't going to die, so they gave me happy pills that begin with a V and sent me home. i can't go to work for two days, then i have a doctors apointment on thursday to find out what is wrong with me. i have to go to work tomorrow though, and man o man, is that going to be fun!! not! my mother in law dosn't like that i am going to be driving, becasue if this attack thing happens again, since i can't take the happy pills while driving, i'll be trapped where ever i am, so well, dang~! well, that is it, so now i am bored outa my skull--i love skulls--sitting on my butt at home. i can't do anything, so this is really sucky, i can't even cook something! ah, well, at least i am alive, right? TTFN May 02 i HATE ambulences!!!Maybe none of u knew this, but i REALLY HATE AMBULENCES!!! well, i don't know a person likes them, but i REALLY hate them. It's bumpy, it knocks u around, and the whole time the driver listens to music that u find less than wonderful. And, of course, on top of that, u are in extreem pain for one reason or another, so added up, ambulences are the worst expereance possable. I say this because i had my first concious expereance in an ambulence last night, or this morning depending on the way you look at it. lots of pain, little help, wonderful! k, that's it for now TTFN
May 01 Damn!Dudes, i didn't know it was so damn late! i have work in the morning~! well, i guess that's it then, tami go nighty night now, so byebye TTFN April 30 LaundryOkay everyone, guess what today is? Today is laundry day, meaning that i am over here at my mother-in-laws joking around with her and pretending to work. I rreally hate doing laundry, but it's good that i can do it over here where my mommie in law can keep me company we are baking an extreem chocolate cake right now, and if i can find my camera, i will take a picture of it and post if for u all to drool. i was ditched by my sister Trish for the movies latter, but my other sister wanted to come with me to do laundry--or to hang out with my 'oh soo hot' brother in law, so i have traided one sis for the other today tomorrow though i have dibs on that little rat--trish, and she is going to go to see nashonal treasure with me. ahve any of u ever seen it? it is awsome!!! i first saw it with my buddies angel, mike, and angie, and then saw it again the other day with Alura mark and Cassie, so it is obvous i will be taking advantige of the three dollar theiter right now. Okay, well that is it for today, and for those who care, i am no longer mad at my husband, chadwick, becasue he fianlly opened his mind and came up with a salution for our problem that suits us both. a chore list!!! lol TTFN April 29 goodmornin'Well, Yellow everyone. this is funny, i havn't yet been up an hour, and i've already hade an eleven page converstaion with my husband's mother detailing how he is lazy. don't you love how the tnternet has made it possable for women of all types and ways to come together and bitch about the rest of the world at the touch of a button? lol, i love it!!! well, since this is mornin, there isn't realy anythign to report yet, still mad at my husband, still wishing things that aren't going to happen, and now i'm hungry, so byebye!!! TTFN |
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